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Country: Uzbekistan
State: Kansas
Birthday: 3/11/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: i like to be random. it surprises people. and keeps them on their toes. im very insightful at night... things either make a lot of sense, or a lot of no-sense. my hero is john mayer... and sister hazel... and ben folds... and my friend jenifer. i have a lot of heroes. i think some people take life way too seriously. i try to make people laugh, even though i'm not very funny. i want to be in a good mood all the time, but that never happens. i complain about not wanting to do something, but i do it anyway and have a lot of fun. i like the word cute, and i like the word grand. they are good words. i want to be a psychologist, so i like to psychoanalyze people... i may do it to you without u knowing it. one more thing... i ramble a lot, about nothing. sorry.
Expertise: my favorite thing to do is dance in the rain, i love to cuddle and hold hands, i like to be treated like a princess. i love to eat, and sleep... but i also love to just go dancing. the best feeling in the world is falling in love, i think. i dont dress real nice, i like to be comfortable, but i'll dress up on the weekends b/c i have more time to look cute. i am a lifeguard @ bluejacket. i am jewish, i believe in god, i think, but im not religious. my best friend is meredith... my other best friend is lost... he got lost inside himself and needs help... i try not to be a girly girl, but i dont think i can help it. one of my favorite things to do is just lay around and talk about nothing in particular. i listen to every type of music imagineable... im not picky about food... well, not really. my favorite disney movies are finding nemo, monsters inc, lilo and stitch, lion king and mulan. even tho i dont understand lord of the rings and star wars, i will watch them.
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Member Since: 11/3/2002

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

again, haven't updated in a while.

school sucks, but it will calm down soon.

as of now, procrastination is key.

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after a while, you learn:
the subtle difference
between holding a hand
and chaining a soul.
and you learn:
that love doesn’t mean leaning
and company doesn’t mean security.
and you begin to understand:
that kisses aren’t contracts,
and presents aren’t promises.
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head held high and your eyes open,
with the grace of a woman or a man –
not the grief of a child.
and you learn to build your roads on today
because tomorrow’s ground
is too uncertain for plans.
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.
after awhile you learn:
that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
so you plant your own garden,
and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone else to bring you
flowers.
and you learn:
that you really can endure,
that you really are strong,
and that you really do have worth.

but enough about me, how are YOU?